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 ♥ R FOR REBECCA A little bit of narcissism won't hurt, and vanity isn't a sin. Email: rebeccaa.-@hotmail.com  Tagboard
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Sunday, July 8, 2007
Met up with cuifen yesterday! We went down to E2max at cineleisure. Stay there to watch dvd [Happy birthday] and use com. Trina and kenneth came later on and we slack there till 10plus before heading to bras basah for late dinner. I had no appetite at all, but still i force myself to eat something. Sigh They left for different places after that and i met up with eric for a while and then i took a cab down to yonghua's house to meet wanxiang. As usual we talked alot, about the same person and things are still the same. I am tired of all these talking. Cos there will never be a ending. And things will go on & on. I wanted to give up on this useless love once & for all. I tried but i can't. I love him, i really do. But there's nothing i could do to make his heart stay with me. Those words i said to him, i doubt he will ever understand. Its hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere i go, cos there's too much of memories. Every love songs reminds me of how we used to be. Tell me how am i going to overcome it? Sighs. Tears kept flowing down my cheeks and the pain of losing you is beyond what words can ever describe. You hurt me deeply, you broke my heart into a zillion's pieces, yet i am still lingering around, waiting and hoping that someday i would be your favourite girl once again. I'll wait and i promise i will. I am silly and stubborn, i knew it. I know im the one who's going to suffer and i may still be the one losing out in the end. But i don't have anymore choices. I can't stop loving you, i really can't. At times, i really hate myself for loving you. Sigh~ What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what i was trying to do |
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